What has love
Got to do
With

Morality?

Tuesday, January 29, 2008:::

my frenz asked...
why i've become like tt...
this isnt me...
i say i kw...

i thot loving u is easy... but its only getting harder after each row...
i thot u are understanding... but only to friends...
i thot u are compassionate... yup... but only to friends...
i thot you are the girl of my dream... yeah... but i think im just holdin on to the past...
tts y im holding to you...

im not going out tml either you said... i dunno y tt doesnt concern me...
im sick of all these you said... hello... i feel ten times of tt...
im not gonna follow ur swings... i'll go my own way...
lets break... you ALWYS say...
im the one who do the make up after each breakup...
when my love faded u pressurize me...
go to the extreme by sayin u wanna be promiscuous...
when u announce tt so firmly... i wanna let go.... all i hear frm u is... u dun love me...
im still try my best... to salvage... due to someone encouragement...
apart of me already kw i really dun wan... im so so so fuckin tired...
when urs fade? i need to be sweet...
muz tolerate all ur scolding and shouting... darn!!!
give u TIME... u say... so i try to be sweeet... i kw i had treated u nicer...
but i heard a replied... u alwys nv do anything sweet... HAHA...WTF?
ur effort will nv be appreciated... this is how i feel constantly...

have you wonder u really make me feel so numb?
cant deny it's saddening...
when i realised tt..
alil pain im feeling...
n yesh.. im sad...
i wun do the things i used to do...
im not holding u back...
i have a gal who nv chat wif me on phone...
thruout the conversation, tml she will be askin me the same qn again...
watever i say u nv listen AT ALL...
either u are dota or chatting wif others online...
im sick of being so insignificant...
not a lil respect u show me...
any changes u wan me to make.. just tell me...
all i heard is breakup...
and u being ANGRY!!
i need to pacify u...
im tired of being sorry...
sad...
angry...
pacifying...
i am not that good...

n dun you worry.. u wun get my call for patching up...
wun recieve my sms sayin im sorry... n pls forgive me...

i will now tell u... we gonna be frenz...
bestest friend...

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Thursday, January 3, 2008:::

I've seen this place a thousand times
I've felt this all before
And every time you call
I've waited there as though you might not call at all

I know this face I'm wearing now
I've seen this in my eyes
And though it feels so great, I'm still afraid
That you'll be leaving anytime

We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more

Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away

I've caught myself smiling alone
Just thinking of your voice
And dreaming of your touch, is all too much
You know I don't have any choice

Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away
Yeah Yeah Yeah

We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more

Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away

Say you love me
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away
Take it all away, take it all away

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:::

im such a bitch for holding on...
im such a pain in the add for holding on...
sorry for not being expressive enuff...
alot to say but ntg comes out...
im so sick of myself...

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Wednesday, January 2, 2008:::

朦胧的时间　我们溜了多远　冰刀划的圈　圈起了谁改变
如果再重来　会不会稍嫌狼狈　爱是不是不开口才珍贵

再给我两分钟　让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪　你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧　记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭　不是因为在乎

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Tuesday, January 1, 2008::: just some inner thots..

smt have you wonder why u have wasted so much love love n so much time on someone who dun worth a bit at all... so is immoral to the bits...
so cunning, so hypocrite and......
i wonder why can someone lie straight into others eyes...

it's so absurd to hear smt like... i've forgot... haha...
can someone really forget EVERYTHING after petting with someone?
it actually came from someone who is like... hm.... 23 this year? WOW!
who holds a degree?
forgetting is just not a reason... to cover and to deny wrongdoing...
accused us for accusing? LOL
still demand a sorry from us?
wat a nice joke for us at the end of the year...
the feeling of winning was......... GREAT...
imma like nv feel like this when tt sorry came out from the mouth of urs...
thou it wasnt sincere.. n its meaningless to you...

a nice ending at the end of the year...
definitely a beautiful start...


get yourself a self improvement books on moral...
if not how to be a better liar...

animals...............

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