Love is blind

juz when i need someone to be there...
you are gone...

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when my world is clashing...
did you ask?
did u care?
did u listen?

all the things u say..
i cudnt get you...

juz stop malign me for the things i didnt do...
wun u ask?

i dun get you...

who can be 100% right?
only you are sure that you so so right...
100% right...
have you care?

1 year contract?
all the promises...
will juz be gone...
lucky it isnt as bad...

when ya upset? you called ya frenz...
have u thot of me?
i cant even close my eyes...
yup i can.. only when ya asleep...
the fan blow dried my eyes.. so i let it rested for awhile n i got a hell from u...
so i had to explain...
im so tired that my eyes is shutting emselves up...
so? im haf to force em to open...
hello juz wake me up...
coz i understand how u feel...
already?
did u hear this?
no??

alright...
fine...

since the day i start to work...
i had been hearing all these...
i had been doing the same things...

tonight will the the best night ever...
coz i will be slping with lights off...

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can dun break?

here here...

zzz lucky i nv lag...

okok...

am i the one u love?

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Why Is Love So Hard to Keep?

One morning, I woke up and admitted to myself that I was no longer in love. I felt that it would be a waste to continue. However, I had an invested history with this person, who deserved my respect and support. A cascading kaleidoscope of emotions welled in my eyes when I thought of what I was contemplating. I searched for the reasons for these feelings of dissatisfaction and discontent. Was I merely being childish or where they well founded? He and I worked well together and complimented each other nicely in public. However, it was our private life that stretched that bond. Times when the cameras stopped, so to speak. Our conversations were generic, the greetings routine. And our kisses were overdramatized and empty. It was at this point that my fears combated my reality.

Why is love so hard to keep? I think the answer lies in how you define love. The reason why it’s so hard to keep is simple: love is a constantly changing, always evolving, entity manifested by the moment. Each day, love takes on a new form and that same love is never repeated, only complimented. I learned that love is something that changes daily and, with each passing day, we must appreciate the newly found reasons for being in love, without expecting to relive what was. When we cling to the old things, we begin to hear negative dialogue such as, "You don’t do (blank) anymore."

We can never love the same as we did yesterday, nor should we try, just as we can never make love exactly the same way we did yesterday. Each day, we must appreciate what defines our mate and realize that development gives way to change. It was in these quiet moments that I understood why love is so hard to keep. Love is so hard to keep because one cannot keep and maintain something that grows with each passing day. I grasped that love must be shared, not loitered in.

Silly thoughts from a silly person.

However, it’s been eight years since that morning and he still snores like the devil.

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thou im alwys arnd her...
still im feel so alone...
she wants to game so i learn...
she loves mj so i learn...
still its not enough...
all i need is just a lil attention...
and her spending more time wif me...
but it nv fail there she sitting for hours for her game...

i nv wan to breakup...
but why cant i just haf mroe time wif her...
tts all im askin for...
its also so hard...
i did tried to tell her...
still it is back to the square..

she nv even bother to ask me to stay...
or wats the breakup for?
cant she quit her game when she see me upset?
fine u wan to game...
i will see u game...
but when will u stop?
is that too much for me to ask?

这感觉　已经不对　我努力在挽回
　一些些　应该体贴的感觉　我没给
　你嘟嘴　许的愿望很卑微　在妥协
　是我忽略　你不过要人陪

这感觉　已经不对　我最后才了解
　一页页　不忍翻阅的情节　你好累
　你默背　为我掉过几次泪　多憔悴
　而我心碎你受罪　你的美　我不配

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