Love is blind

wat took u so long to realise tt u love me so much? I took a year... To get wat i wan... Its too late now.. Im used to the way im being treated.. It only those were given much more early. If only words were not hurtful. If only tt guy werent arnd. If only.. If only. Night! I needa slp. Im sorry. I had tried. I'll miss ur cute acts.. The pitiful face of urs when ya askin for favours.

I loved at 11:56 PM 0 Comments

ohh.. i feel so cheated...
he even went ice skating with u guys...
oh well...
scare of loneliness...
i can understand...
findin a guy to kill it..
well.. great!!
haha...

YEAH!!! im out with him tml...
he said gonna bring me go see see shipss...
waiting!!

I loved at 11:52 PM 0 Comments

and u din ask me back...
u just ask do i see a future with u...
ok?
did u say like...
can we be back tgt...
no.. u din...
dun come giving me shit...
i dun deserve tt...
being with u...
make me feel tt im better off alone...

I loved at 4:23 PM 3 Comments

tt keychain is gone, spoilt...
tt moment i kw smtg gonna be wrong...
so its so true...
every bads i think it alwys happen...
esp abt you.. so predictable...
i was workin.. n accidently hang up the phone..
you cud haf call like again?
tts totally crazy...
im not a dog alright?
contact or dun doesnt alwys have to go ur way...

your frenz surprised u...
but so wat?
do u treat em like how u treated me?
feeling lonely den find me?
if not find tt guy?
having some guy deprive or wat?
go swimming with em?
wat a turn off...
i haf nv make a commentsss like wat u did u to
to others b4...
i wish i cud juz fuckin blog everything here...
but i kw u need ur pride...

wat u haf done to me for the pass few days still wan me to suprise u?
oh well...
dream on.. alright?
if i think u deserve it..
i will.. but im not going to...
i cud haf do a better job..
but im not...
dun haf the will alright?
get this clear...
watever u say...
doesnt make me upset...
coz i kw i can but i juz not doing it...
i haf no fuckin time for tt...
told u ive plan but u dun believe,
its alright...
you dun haf to...
coz watever u say i dun believe too...
u n him ntg..
oh please/..
u said tt b4.. but wat happened??
oh well...
i not gonna take another shit...
dun haf to go thru tt all over again..
think of u..
make me weary...
ya so hard to please...
so now i kw why she leave...

I loved at 4:12 PM 0 Comments

white flag is held high up...

=]

I loved at 2:03 PM 0 Comments

read carefully...

U juz asked me whether i see any future with u...
did u ask me back?

ur msg, i dun understand...

zzz...

I loved at 11:27 PM 0 Comments

You were the girl...
part of my life...
I see no one...
all i see is u...

No matter what, where...
Im gonna bring you...
just like a shadow...
never apart...

Everything was so perfect...
What a godsend gift...
a tailored kinda love...
but nothing is perfect...

I thought you...
who will not gonna...
hurt me...
like what others did...

nonetheless, i ended up...
crying harder, longer...
I dont deserve this penalty...
enduring this ache, im backed to you...

We fought...
forgive...
and split endlessly...
this circle nv seem to break...

I've my temper...
what you did...
was worse than this...
and you left...

in a while time...
u kw i will be running back...
to you...
countlessly...

tellin my frenz,
what happened,
doesnt make me stop seeing...
the future...

they said im dumb,
hopeless...
im just hopelessly in love...
with you...

i stayed...
i want...
im hoping...
that one day...

you'll ask me stay...
if i walk away...
blow me a kiss...
sayin you're sorry...

it doesnt happen often...
no call...
no message...
hopin to see u arnd my place...

a year passed...
i stop all these hopes...
we both tried...
n got tired...

the will all used up...
getting back tgt seem...
like a punishment for me...
happiness dont seem near...

you never try to feel me...
dont even know...
im upset...
im crying...

ur shoulder were never mine...
for me to cry...
your hand were never mine...
to make me stay...

a year passed...
every of our fights...

im always welcome to walk away...

i took my last fight out...

and you took

that

final breathe

away...

so easily...

Im used to being alone...
thou we cud be back...

you call me baby...
bittersweet memories was back...

you send me a picture of urs...
i was sobbing...

ask me do i see a future tgt...
i do...

just that...

i prefer

to

be

alone...

part my life...

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