What has love
Got to do
With

Morality?

Saturday, March 21, 2009:::


I loved at 10:07 AM
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Sunday, March 15, 2009::: last............

u blamed me for not being there when u fainted...
but i was with my parents...

ever since den or so...
i get hell treatments from u...
wch u may not realise...

when we quarrel u asked me to head home instead...
even when i walked away, u dun care...

when i tryin to be nice...
solving the misunderstanding,
u gimme a hard life...
it fused me...
n so i got violent...
sorry...
but i kw not matter wat.. its nv enuff..
u r the 1st n the last...

im not a person who resort tt...
no one can provoke me like u do...

burn those fucking letter tt filled with ur hypocrite words...
yup... its me those causes everything tt happened now...
me me n me...
diving... u ask a guy to come along when its suppose to be like us?
afraid tt we broke up or smtg so u got a spare frenz?
n now? i cant even cancel my fuckin trip...
feel so fuckin alone in the overseas???
fuck it...

u said.. its better to find new 1.. n feel love...
well// u can go ahead...
it doesnt matter...
find some1 who love u...
since ur so gd, i hope u find some like u...
u r alwys so right...
nv lie.. but juz hide.. perfectly...
i nv there for u..
ur frenz did...
on phone u msn.. play game...
den go abt complainin im not being there...
my emotions ve u taken care?
u can go out with frenz.. n i cant?
when i say u cant go out with frenz... u say im nv give u ur fuckin freedom...
den wat abt mine..
i kw u do rmb.. im really tired n dread tokin to u..
fuckin flare at me now at slightest thing...

i juz wan to rant...
ohh.. its juz emotional thots...
not rational..
pardon me...
last n for all...
im happier now...
i do not fear tt i will nv do enuff...
i dun ve to spare so much thots n energy for u...
i dun ve to pacify u for hrs...
i had done e 1st step...
im not afraid of the rest...
this isnt as bad as all the before///

I loved at 2:15 AM
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Saturday, March 14, 2009:::


I loved at 11:37 PM
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